Just A little Makeover..

Yaiyaiyai.... I've just dyed my hair last week and soo happy with the result, this is the exact color that I have visualised in my mind...So what do u think? ( Just give me an honest comment) If u were happened to be reading my blog lah k..;) lol..!

Deep Down Under ....

Its been a while I didnt update my blog...was busy with my daily activities and the mood to write or express my feelings in words was just not there...


Now here I am , about to start my assigment, surfing the net in the hope to find the articles that can make magic happen ; turning my blank paper into a full lines of sentences ~ yeaa rite how I wish....

I wish not to do anything ! *Sigh*....

Every now and then, I still can't figure out why I have this funny2 feelings..It's weird...it's sad...and it's deepressing..:(..I feel like there are tons and tons of weight of stones on my heart...That's how I feel every morning waking up with this heavy ugly feelings...Im not at peace at all...Something is bugging me, or more than something...*Sigh*

Sitting alone in this room , accompany with only my laptops and books...is killiiiing me..I felt suffocated in this room..as if I wanted to scream to the top of my lungs and cry out everything that been buried inside me...I know I sounds a bit gaga, wacky, brainsick..u name it as U like...

I don't feel like enjoying doing everything that Ive been doing rite now....
Everything seems sooo boring and lame, not interesting at all...
Should I stop?
Should I stop??
Maybe I should, but the questions is , Do I have the guts to do it...
Is it worth it to let go...
*sigh*

It hurts..
So deep...

32 Emotional Signs That He's Cheating

As I was browsing Psychology Today, I came across this article title as above which I found very interesting...
Based on my ugly experienced , I have to agree that whatever being listed here 90% of them are true...
Being cheated by your love is the most painful thing that u would ever feel....No words can describe how hurtful it is...so ladies or gentlemen...be wise when dealing with a CHEATER...open your Eyes widely and please never ever ignore your deepest instinct and the small voices that sometimes speak to you during a very suspicious events that , the one that U were trying to deny the truth and assume it just a bad dream or coincidence...Cause u will never know ...the Cheater might be playing a dirty game with U...

Check this out.~

"32 Emotional Signs That He's Cheating "

by Raymond B. Green with psychological input from Marcella Bakur Weiner, Ed.D.

Think your mate might be having an affair? Find out if he is displaying any of the warning signals described by Raymond B. Green, a private investigator and former police officer, and Marcella Bakur, a psychology professor at Marymount Manhattan College. Here, the 32 emotional signs that he is having an affair:

1. Your mate is more attentive to your needs than usual. This is due to the guilt feelings experienced by the cheater in the early stages of his or her affair. The attention will diminish as the affair continues.

2. Your mate begins buying you gifts — lots of gifts. These are "guilt gifts" purchased because your partner feels guilty about betraying you and showering you with presents makes him or her feel better.

3. Your mate's behavior is causing a gut feeling in you that something isn't right. If this happens, pay attention to your instincts. Ignoring them means you want to blind yourself to the truth. You know your mate's habits, routines and attitudes better than anybody, so be suspicious when these things change.

4. Your mate frequently picks fights with you. Doing this gives him reason to get mad and storm out of the house and thus the opportunity to meet a lover. A cheater may also do this because of mixed emotions he is feeling about betraying you.

5. Your mate constantly talks about your relationship ending when you fight or argue. She says things like, "What would you do if our relationship ended?" or "If anything ever happened to us, I would always love you like a friend." In general, she seems very negative about your relationship. Your mate makes these statements because she has a lover to fall back on if your relationship ends. If your partner repeats these kinds of statements often, be suspicious.

6. Your mate becomes very moody. He or she seems very upbeat and excited when leaving you but acts somber and depressed when around you. If your mate is in a long-term affair, he/she will try to keep both relationships running smoothly. Any problems the cheater has in one relationship will spill over into the other relationship as well. This is inevitable.

7. Your mate never talks to you. You live together but don't interact. He has become cold and inconsiderate of your feelings.

8. Your mate's taste in music suddenly changes. For instance, she always listened to pop music but suddenly starts listening to country music. Your partner might be listening to and growing fond of this new type of music because her lover listens to it.

9. Your mate lacks self-esteem. This doesn't necessarily mean he will go out and have an affair, but an insecure individual often looks to others for guidance. If an insecure person's needs aren't being met, he might find the desired feelings of security and positive feedback in an affair with someone else.

10. Your mate continually criticizes another person. She is trying to make you think that type of individual would never be of interest to her, although there actually exists a secret attraction.

11. Your mate criticizes things about you that he or she once found attractive and appealing.

12. Your mate easily becomes offended at the comments, however harmless, that you make.

13. Your mate stops paying attention to you, your children and home-life in general.

14. Your mate begins closing doors when you are around, when before he or she would leave them open. For instance, the Bathroom-Door Rule: Couples in long-term relationships often leave their bathroom doors open while attending to necessities even if their partners are nearby. As affairs develop, the cheating mates will close bathroom doors, distancing themselves physically and psychologically from their partners.

15. Your mate stops complimenting you on your looks.

16. Your mate stops saying, "I love you."

17. You mate acts guilty when you do something nice for him or her. You are supposed to be the person who is making life miserable and the relationship untenable. By doing something nice, you force the cheater to think about what he or she is doing.

18. Your mate turns the table and accuses you of cheating but has no evidence.

19. Your mate would rather spend time with friends than be with you.

20. Your mate shows no interest in your relationship's future.

21. Your mate stops being affectionate.

22. Your mate is more interested in reading a book or watching television than talking with you or making love to you.

23. Your mate frequently talks about the problems a friend, neighbor, coworker, course instructor or classmate of the opposite sex is having.

24. Your mate begins using new catch phrases or starts to tell types of jokes or express opinions that are unusual for him or her.

25. Your mate pays less and less attention to your children. They seem to sense something is wrong and don't seem to be as emotionally healthy or secure as they once were.

26. Your mate has been acting emotionally distant and withdrawn but when you ask about it, he doesn't want to discuss it and becomes very protective of his privacy.

27. Your mate seems disinterested and distracted during sex.

28. Your mate talks in her sleep and mentions the name of a particular person on more than one occasion.

29. Your mate seems startled or confused when awakened. This uncertainty may be caused by not being sure which bedroom and which lover's bed he or she is in.

30. Your mate's behavior is such that your friends begin asking you what's wrong. Close friends and family members often will notice tension or discord between the two of you before you are fully aware of it.

31. Your mate easily becomes offended when you make normal and natural inquiries and may demand to know why you are checking up on him or her.

32. Your mate's sleeping pattern changes considerably from the norm and may include unexplainable exhaustion, restlessness, frequent nightmares and sleep-talking.

The 32 emotional signs your partner is having an affair comes from 180 Telltale Signs Mates Are Cheating and How to Catch Them

Have a Nice DAy~~

My Birthday Bash!!..

okay..Im not 24 ..some of the candle are missing haha whose idea is this? lol

I just celebrated my b'day 21 Sept in Firefly Club with my all my fave friends...:) Thank Q to my darleen , sis and mum for this party....I had soo much fuunnn, drinking Tequila -Gila + Beer...dancing with the gurls all night long with the hottest music played by the Hottest band in town....wooohoooo.....Luv u all! Muaxxmuaxx...

I got really tipsy or nearly drunk that nite and experienced the worst hangover which caused me headache and vomitting...gosshh...it was terrible...n I swear never want to drink again til that stage..Never!! haha... Well, here are some of the pics as the memorable evidence of the crazeyy fun nite...-xoxo-

Luv my sis so much..."Blood will always be thicker than water"

Thank q Dear for the nite..muaxx

Cheerss!!

with the sisters~ Kit & Apple

with Cornylia n yao2

happy bday to me..(singing..lol)

I wish ..this..that..n that...hehe

Luv u all..muaxx

Lets Dance!

adios....:)

"HOW TO BREAK YOUR OWN HEART"

'How to break your own heart' is my second romance fiction story book , n I just finished read it last nite til 1:15 a.m..I can't stop reading it even tho I was very2 sleepy at that time...The story is too good to be missed even a line of sentence moreover a page...

Finaly..Im done...

The author of this book is Maggie Alderson. Personally I think she is such a creative , romantic and passionate writer and her writing are very details as U can feel every words is soo surreal...

This is the story of a woman name Amelia who was happily married with the nearly perfect man~Rich n Succesful, Handsome, Loving, Funny ..ED..So, u might ask if she is happy, what's the story?
However, there is one major problem, he doesn't want a child..With Amelia's 37th birthday looming , she began to panic as she realised that her biological clock is ticking ..Tick Tock..Tick Tock..

In the middle of the dilemma, one day Joseph her teenage sweetheart suddenly reappear and having her best girlfriend Kiki~ crazy, loud, rich...along the way has make the journey more interesting...

So is it better to break her own heart or to settle for the second best??

Find it urself then ;)

Ladies this is definitely a must read book....Grab one now... :)

P/S: my 3rd book is waiting..hehe....'HUNTED'...

Yeahh!! Kim Go Back to Basic Black..!

Im soo thrill to know that finally Kim Kardashian (my fashion icon) dye her blondy hair to BLACK again.. ....Wise move KIm!

Although, she looks hot in this bikini with her blondyblondy look & purrfeecct tone body....I still prefer the Kim with original wavy black hair that looks more elegant and sophisticated.....VOGUE!

TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE

For those who loves Romantic Movie..well check this out "The Time Travelers Wife" is going to be shown soon in the cinema..Growball on 1,Oct...

When I watched the trailer 3 weeks ago..I knew that this is gonna be hit in my list...Besides, The Wicker Park and The Note book..(U gotta watch these <---, they are the most romantic movie on earth!)...Not to mention the Hunky Hot Actor ~ Eric Bana and Sexy Sensual~ Rachel Adams...Love her! She acted in The Notebook as well... Basically, The Time Travelers Wife movie is based on a fiction story book that written by Audrey Niffenegger and was published in 2003...It is a love story about a man with a genetic disorder that causes him to unpredictably, and about his wife, an artist who has to cope with his frequent absences and dangerous experiences. Niffenegger, frustrated in love when she began the work, wrote the story as a time travel metaphor for her failed relationships. The tale's central relationship came to her in a flash one day and subsequently became the novel's title. The novel, which has been classified as both science fiction and romance, examines issues of love, loss, and free will. In particular, it uses time travel to explore miscommunication and distance in relationships.

As I read this, I felt a bit curious how actually it feels when you are away from your love one..or having a long distance relationship...but..Still,U can travel thru time to reach him or her anytime at other country or time zone as in the movie....How nice isn't it..? (lol..I know it sounds absurd...Im just having some wild imagination here coz FYI Im gonna be having a long distance relationship soon as my love has to go back to his country ..*sigh*...)

So ,..especially Ladies...drag your perky tush to the cinema n hope U enjoy the movie...n errr a pack of Kleenex as well ,if U r a cry baby like me....U do need it...hehe...

Say No More....as this trailer will show U what actually Im trying to convey here... click here pls...


The Time Traveler's Wife Trailer